it's been a long long time

Hi to u if u are reading this short post...

it's beena long long time since i last come into this blog again even i can forget my password for my blog lor... haix... so sad then need to go through lots of trouble before i know what is my password again lor...but for this post, i am going to update all abt myself and sure will have lots of pictures too..[i took a lot this yr-don't know what happen to me sia] anyway, this yr in sec 2 i got a group of nice classmates and good teachers too... and this yr alone, my family got a additional of 2 new babies... they are so damm cute lor... how i wish they are living next to me then i everyday can go disturb the 2 babies... haha...[see above if you want to see how cute i mean my cute is] errrmm... that about new family members for my side... as for friends this yr, i made no change i am still with the normal group like last yr just that this yr i made a new friend from thailand...[see if u want above again] lastly, i think i should talk a little bit about my CCA-guides... i feel that now being so long in guides, i feel very very attached to guides like wat my teacher told us before that "ONCE A GUIDE FOREVER U ARE A GUIDE"... even when i was given the opportunity to be a councillor, i did not accept it as i feel that i will use the time and build my CCA and my own class up.. i feel it will be much much better and i feel happier in that manner too... alright, i will end my thing here as i got to carry on with HOMEWORK... so many homework but i only completed 1.. left with 3 more... going to die soon...

~ta

don't think of the past anymore...

Feeling down? Got the blues? You're not alone. Everyone gets sad. Yes, everyone you've ever met. Some people have sad feelings just once in a while, and others may have sad feelings pretty often. More than half of teenagers go through a sad period at least once a month and plenty of younger kids do, too.
When you're in a sad mood, it may feel like it will last forever, but usually feelings of sadness don't last very long - a few hours or maybe a day or 2.
Sadness is the emotion people feel when they've lost something important, or when they have been disappointed about something, or when something sad has happened to them or to someone else. When they're lonely, people often feel sad.
When you're sad, the world may seem dark and unfriendly. You might feel like you have nothing to look forward to. The hurt deep inside may crush your usually good mood.
Sadness makes you feel like crying, and sometimes the tears are hard to stop. Crying often makes you feel better.
Sometimes when your mood is sad, you just feel like being alone for a little while. Or you might want someone to comfort you or just keep you company while you go through the sad feeling. Talking about what has made you sad usually helps the sad feeling melt away.
When sadness starts to go away, it can feel like a heavy blanket is being lifted from your shoulders.
Feeling sad every once in a while is natural. Maybe you didn't get something you really wanted. Maybe you miss somebody. Maybe somebody you really like doesn't want to be friends, and you don't feel so great about yourself. Maybe an illness or condition gets in the way of doing some things you want to do or makes you different from your friends. There are lots of reasons that people feel sadness.
Most of the time, sadness is because of a loss or separation, a difficult change or disappointment about something, or relationship problems.

LET THE PAST PASS YOU AND DON'T THINK OF THE PAST ANYMORE...WHATEVER HAPPENS, BE HAPPY...

BREAKING FREE....

Haix.. Too bored so decided to do about this thing too...Haha..There is no other tittle which i think i should write about now in my situation besides 1 tittle only..."BROKEN RELATIONSHIP"
I feel that usually people break in a relationship because of a few reasons and these are the few which i am think of...(fooling around with girls, not caring, does not really really bother about the relationship at all, and more which i can't think of yet)But of course, when they boys do this, i am only sure of 1 thing... I am sure that any girls will feel hurt by the actions of any boys... And usually the boys won't be able to hide the truth for long...Maybe the truth may come out when u were going to take a bus at the busy stop or at the bus terminal then u saw ur bf with another girl and acting very close, in school the girl if she is a councillor, she might keep on changing her timetable to match the boy's timetable for their duties or others which i did not experience it yet... And there will not be any more chance for me... But we girls will need to break with the boys for sure...Most of the time, these relationships are fun and healthy, and they make us feel good about ourselves. Sometimes, though, these relationships can be unhealthy. Unhealthy relationships can cause someone to get hurt physically or emotionally. Also, unhealthy relationships might cause yourself feeling depressed, sad, anxious or nervous, and you may even lose or gain weight. You may also blame yourself, feel guilty, and have trouble trusting other people in your life. The most important reason to leave is because you deserve to be in a relationship that is healthy and fun. So, can leave if this kind of things occur on you...

"Love is the only thing which is real. All else is illusion. You have the freedom and the power to choose love. "

SPECIALLY 4 ya friends(those who were with me everytime like tricia,angela,elynn)...

Hi there friends...
This post is just to let ur know that all the hard work ur had done until we could be friends were not wasted and i really really do appreciate them very much...
I always feel that being friends with ur had been a special part of my life and i'll always be grateful for that- and for you...There were many times when i did not know what to do but ur were there so that's why i know when to turn...Thanks for being there always for me...I think i really got to thank my lucky stars that i got ur all us my friends for almost a year...
HOWEVER...
sadly, most of us will be all separated next year(2007) and will be going to all sorts of different classes...
BUT...
Although we might be all separated next year, we can still be friends can't we?? Of course we can unless....

there is goes again...

Haix... The same old thing is bothering us again...LOVE and FRIENDSHIPS....
Love & friendship, both are great words and both have the power to cause great pains, pains which may even be sweeter than happiness or sometimes & at the same time they hold the power to lift one to the highest state of happiness.
The only difference between LOVE & FRIENDSHIP is failure in path of friendship gives the chance of self-improvement and failure in path of love tends toward degeneration of own self in most time, though may also teach a new lesson of life. The great thing is success in any of the paths leads to utmost pleasure, happiness, delight and all the similar nouns. But, remember whatever be the case whatever worldly is in front is temporary and the true path of life lives in something else.
It’s not necessary that the person whom you love, love’s you or is with you but if you love that person, even the imaginations will be more than enough and such love is much, much more stronger and true”.
Anyway, this is just my own thinkings.. I may not be right on it...

To all the GIRLS in 1e1-2006

Haha.. This post is specially only for all you girls...
Girls although most of us will be separated soon and it is super super soon(only in another 1 month or so),i am sending forth this message to all of your and hopefully your can sense the meaning behind...Haha..

Some things are left undone, some words are left unsaid, some feelings are left unexpressed...

BUT someone as nice as your are, i won't and never never forget you...

Do take care...And hopefully we are able to stay in touch still...

Sob Sob...

hi 1e1 friends...

How had your all been??Hopefully all of your had been doing great and enjoying yourselves in our nice and cool holiday... Although most of us are going to different classes next yr(2007), i pretty wish that if we can, keep in touch still... The above photo was our class last picture with some firends not there like Nura, Desmond, Darren and so...Hopefully this picture taken did left your some memories during our days,months and a year together although it was taken when we were all under the sun like going to die anytime...Haha.. Lastly, i wish all of your all the best for you next year studies and maybe we all can be in the same class again next 2 years when we are all sec 3...

if this is real, many of us won't accept it...

Too bad for some of us since you had decided not to be our teacher next year...But i believed many of us REALLY REALLY hope you can remain behind and still be our teacher... You are really great...Even though some of them in 1e1 do not really like you because of all sorts of reasons...But i am sure they know you are doing this for their good and it does benefit them while you get nothing instead you are spending time on their problems and causing you to miss all sorts of meetings and so...You are not at fault actually... If need to leave, it should not be you at all...But whatever is it,i believe all of the girls will respect your decision...Thanks for letting me know first though...Anyway, wish you good luck hopefully you can find a better group than us bah...

Finally it's over

Haha.. Finally all the courses are over...Now waiting for other courses to come up in December... Also looking forward to the third week of December... It's going to be damm fun... Hopefully they will be bash by all of us over there... Muahaha...